TAMMY'S

Zis is ze Motorazr 2 V9!

Sooo sleek!

Had a wonderful day today. :)

Although the morning was spent in grogginess. Slept at 5.30 in the morning doing up PR report and woke up about two hours later to meet Reid and make our way down to school.

Printed and binded PR report and handed them to Amber while he checked out his AutoCad books.

Then we headed down to Cold Storage and got our necessary stuff. Still couldn’t find Bibik’s Choice’s bbq chicken patty. :(

By the time we left, it was already way past noon.

Went back and prepared the food, and then headed down to ECP!

Our food – nicely and snugly packed!

So cuuuute, him :DD (So tired, double eyelids starting to form on my eyes.)

THEN WE FLEW OUR KITE!

Then it started getting a little darker and we returned to our tent…

And then the sun started setting and it was soo pretty… :)

The photo quality after uploading sucks.

Anyway, we then we packed up and headed off to Macs to play his bro’s PSP. :))

CAN’T WAIT TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT!!!

:D

HAHAHA!

And I DID win our game. :)

Anyway, I wanted to post pictures of the M-Razr in the previous post but the connection at Raffles City was so slow I gave up.

Anyway, it’s now 3 in the morning and I’m still compiling PR report. GOOOSSSH. Surprisingly, I don’t feel very tired.

However, I have to wake up at around 7 plus tomorrow… So… Seems like I won’t be getting much sleep.

Ok… The reason why I’m blogging at this ungodly hour WHEN I STILL HAVE WORK TO RUSH, is because I’m just taking a break from the very tedious process of compiling… And I want to finish it before day break cos I WANT TO PRINT IT AND HAND IT IN AND GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH AND GO FOR OUR PICNIC!!!!

Well, one plus point is that Reid is gonna go down to school with me tomorrow. *Beams with joy*
He’s gonna return and look for another AutoCad book while I go and print the stuff, bind them and hand them in.

And then we’ll go over to Bt Timah’s Cold Storage, get our remaining food, go back to prepare them and finally head down to ECP. :)

Anyway, had an interesting time out with ML today. Something unexpected came up, but it was good. Very much considering. Hmm.

Sigh. I gotta go back to compiling.

I’m just happy about the fact that he’s accompanying me down to school. Cos it definitely takes away all the morning blues, all the dread and trudging of feet… :D

Alright… I’ve got to finish this quick. :(

…a Motorola Razr2 V9!

For the longest time, I’ve been wanting a flip phone.

I was never a supporter of Motorola. The image of those big bulky Motorola phones that our parents used while we were kids stuck to my mind.

But recently, I’ve been noticing Motorola mobile phones more often.

And the Motorola Razr2 V9 has officially caught my attention.

:)

Some people might not find it nice (I didn’t use to!) but I LIKE IT! It’s sleek, slim and nice to hold!

Oh gosh… I’m becoming a gadget materialist… I want a PSP and now, a new phone. :)

But hey… I’ve only been thinking of getting a new phone because my two year mobile phone plan is up… And my Sony Ericsson’s not exactly in the best of working conditions. That said, I still love my SE. The insides of the phone are greaat.

So anyway…

TOMORROW’S PICNIC DAY!

I hope PR report will be done by the morning (printed, binded, etc) so there won’t be too much time wasted in the morning.

Soooo excittttiiiinng! And we’re going kite flying! Omg, I’ve never really flown a real kite before! Save for an attempt to make and fly one when Susan, Reid and I were at Botanic Gardens last year. Hehhh. Quite obviously, we failed. :\

*Looks at handphone clock and wonders where Carrie and Amber are!*

There’s supposed to be PR meeting now but my lonely soul is sitting at Raffles City’s Bk… My battery life is wasting away…

Hokay. And offff I go!

My boyfriend’s so “fat”. He’s so “fat”, he takes up all the space in my heart.
Hahahaha! :DD
I will win our game tonight! For sure! ;)

Done.

Closed the word document and moved on with the day.

Right.

Now, on to emailing Mosaics about PR Report stuff. And, I’ve read from your blogs, guys. Mosaics is my favourite group this year too. From the bottom of my heart. :))) I’m gonna miss working with every single one of you… It’s ok if we weren’t chosen. We know, we were special. We were unique. We could have done better, but lets not dwell on the “ifs”… The end is important, but so is the process. :)

Right. Practise guit then off to cg. Cg’s gonna be fun. Board games cg. :)

My skin is going through a season of drought. Dry, peeling, dull… Must be all the late nights and poor diets!

Hokay, off I go!

Blogging is calming.

I’m getting there. Though I don’t think it’s a very good piece of work.

Cross my fingers and hope for the best.

Ah well. I just want to close that word document and move on with the day.

Woke up feeling itchy. Rash developed and my legs and a little of my arms are covered with red blotches. It looks really scary.

I want to get a PSP. Reid got me hooked when he let me play Beats on his brother’s PSP. We want a PSP.

Mr Kon our Book Pub teacher is coming back to Singapore. We’ll be having lessons from 6 – 9pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays for two weeks. Oh gosh. And I thought, or rather HOPED, that the last two weeks of school were going to be more… Idk… Less (of school)..?

Ah well, we are moving on to the publishing aspect of the module (yeah, in the last two weeks) and I gotta admit, I am looking forward to it. To a certain extent. See, it’s not that I mind having Book Pub lessons, it’s the timing of it!

I WANT TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT. I BADLY WANT TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT.

I want to have a full day picnic and fly a kite with R. With no other agendas.

I’m meeting my dearest friend on Sunday. At a hawker near Esplanade? Hmmm. I’ll treat it as a surprise from her. Six years going on seven, making an effort to keep in touch and zero awkwardness. We need to go out more often. :\

I got to stop thinking of things to blog about and go finish up my work. I’m getting there, I’m getting there!

Why are the veins in my palms so obvious?

Some people have commented that I’ve been very firey/feisty recently. I think I know what they mean. I feel it too. I’m not like pissed or moody or anything. I just feel like there’s something inside of me, ready to spring out. Uhm. Ok, it’s like I have a temper. Which is not exactly bad or anything. But, could go bad bad nasty if -

Ok, I was supposed to end this wasn’t I?

Omg. Stuck’s the word to describe how I feel now. I just cannot bring myself to finish what I have before me. I don’t know what to write, and I just can’t think anymore. I have the energy right now to do anything. Anything at all – except this.

I just want to get this over and done with! Omg. I’m going crazy.

I wanna scream and pull my hair out, punch a few people and bite and tear like a cannibal. I want to run amok and beat my chest and SCRRRREEEEEAAAAAM my lungs out.

Ok. There’s no escaping.

SAAAAAAAVE ME SOMEBODY.

Wow.
This week has been crazy. With a capital C.
I’m SO glad it’s already 12mn on Friday morning.
The past few days were spent staying up really late with just two or three hours of sleep per night.
I was all prepared to stay up tonight, but thank God. We got an extension for our Masina assignment. Not gonna worry ’bout it for the next few days. Right now, it’s WISP presentation and PR critique assignment that are on my mind.
Drama rehearsal was canceled today. Wow, thank God for the break. I don’t like the feeling of anxiety and frustration when I know I have a lot of work on my hands but can’t start on them till I’m home – which would be late – and which would mean I have to stay up late and slog. But I know my capacity has been stretched and enlarged. I was really afraid and dreading Thursday and Friday, ‘cos initially, there was gonna be drama rehearsals and three deadlines to meet. All in just two days. But thank God, all things worked out well in the end. Still staying up late… But it won’t be too late this time.
So, caught Red Cliff with Reid today after school. Very very interesting movie. Waiting for the sequel to be out. By the way, if you have not watched it, don’t be surprised to see a “to be continued…” at the end of the movie. There was this guy in the cinema who got so pissed when he realised there wasn’t an ending that he swore out loud. Haha.
Anyway, today was a good day. :) I just felt very happy to be out on a date with R and we were having lotsa fun. Nothing extraordinary, just our usual, simple fun. ;)
We were having so much fun that on the way home on the train towards Dhoby Gaut, we TOTALLY missed our stop. How many stops did we miss, you ask? SIX. It took us SIX stops to realise that we had passed Dhoby Gaut like more than 10 minutes ago. Hahaha. We were all the way at Kovan when we were hit with realisation. So we alighted at Hougang to take a straight bus home instead. Omg… Hilarious. I couldn’t stop laughing for a long time.
Anyway, Reid ORDs tomorrow (Er. Today actually. Friday)! He’s been waiting for this day since forever and it’s finally here. :) Congratulations my dear. You have weathered through many storms. :) I still remember myself telling him that he had “one more month, dear”, and then it was “three more weeks only!” and now, the day has arrived! Time really passes in a blink of an eye. Soon, it will be my turn. To be done with this semester, that is.

I want to have to option to sleep early, wake up late and enjoy my day to my heart’s content without having to worry about meeting impending deadlines.

:)

Soon.

My no. 1 wish right now is:

FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK TO FLY BY.

Please please please…!

Oh wait. And also, I hope I will survive and not drop dead.

Please please please…!

Next week is gonna be crazy… With multiple assignments due and much more drama rehearsals.

SIGH.

Oh God. Enlarge my capacity.

Thank you dear, for believing in me. :)

99.999999% of the time, you know when something is wrong – even though sometimes (ok a lot of times) I don’t wanna admit it. :P until you dig it out of me…

I guess I just can’t hide my feelings from you. If I’m happy, I’m happy. If I’m sad, I’m sad. If I’m pissed, I’m pissed. Hahaha.

And it’s true, I hardly cry in front of others (in fact, I don’t remember the last time). But you are an exception. Because I know you won’t judge me and you would understand.

Sometimes, I think you help me understand myself better.

For all of that, and everything else, I love you. :)

Yesterday was picnic day at ECP. It rained before we set off, but I think that made the weather cooler and the sea breeze was just perfect.

Our delicious “spread” of chicken burgers and hotdogs with cheese and bbq sauce! And various other snacks.

Put together on our own! Chicken burgers with cheeeese and bbq sauce.

Heh. Lookit our shirts mann.

Couldn’t stay too late at ECP. Had to go down to Tanjong Pager for a drama rehearsal. Yes… I’m involved in this drama stage production. It was really sudden. Weiyan approached me on Friday during our zone outreach (more on that later) and asked me if I would be interested to take her place in the drama as a bimbo (she had to leave for various reasons). Well, you can guess my decision. I guess the reason why I agreed was that a passion I used to have was rekindled in me. Why do I say “used to”? Cos it sorta died away. But I guess it has always been in me… Just waiting to surface again.

It’s quite pressurising to me though. I’ve never been involved in any professional drama productions at all and I have only two weeks (less actually) to perfect my character. It’s difficult to be an airhead. An airhead who is perpetually happy and thinks she’s a genius. Ugh. And the other crew – they are really good… Feels quite intimidating really. I really don’t wanna give a mediocre performance… And throughout all these, I PRAY I will be able to manage my time really well. Cos this two weeks of school’s gonna be a busy period. And the last thing I want is to have my school work jeopardised.

Oh yes! Zone outreach was great. Cg won a lot of prizes – haha… The singing duo Jan and Huiqi were wonderful… They came in 2nd! And so were the Ace of Hearts! I personally think (and I think many others would agree too, haha) that our drama performance topped all the others! HA! Although we did not win (again, for various reasons), we know we did superb. We know it. The prize doesn’t matter. The process did. And I can say all of us grew closer through everything.

I don’t have enough space on my laptop to transfer the videos of the singing and drama performance! So when I clear stuff on my laptop, I will do so and send them to you guys! :D

I’m typing really quickly and I know I might not sound very coherent. I gotta run for school soon. Goodbye!